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PROFILE Being Me is the greatest challenge to keep on moving when everything messed up to keep on going when my vision turns upside down to keep calm when my anger explodes to keep smiling when all I have is sadness to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while but only this way these lessons had taught Me how to live these challenges that made me stronger inside out these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses is nothing better but THE BEST! “When you leave, remember to look back to see those you’re leaving behind. You never know, but they might be feeling miserable." YOUR SAY SO YESTERDAY October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 I'LL BE WATCHING YOU AimanKU AszafiraKU AtiqaKU AmiraKU AsiahKU FadilaKU FyraKU FarahinKU FazilaKU HadiKU MusuhKU HairulKU HikmaKU JuwairiyahKU MarizzaKU Kak ainKU Kak hannahKU Lembah IlmuKU NabilaKU NurulhudaKU NisyaKU SriKU UttKU ZulianaKU CREDITS edits by: nurfa
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 8:29 PM
raya wishes to everyone. This Raya season is the worst for me. 1) My 1st day outfit doesnt match any of my scarf. raye tak bertudung lh nmpknye. 2) My princess gaun that i sent to an aunty at johor for sewing was not ready until now because she had a backache. ala makcik! kenapalh sakit tulang. 3) My eyes are swollen. takpe.warna warni di hari raya. baju hijau tudung tak tahu kaler ape blm decide and mata merah. best!! 4) My bestfriend is far away from me in alexendra. 5) My cousins, rafidah and kakak rusydah are also far away celebrating hari raya. one in sudan and another in libya. bagus sangat! 6) and the worst is MY NEW N95 HP IS SENT FOR SERVICE !! ni lg bagus. paling bagus. jangan harap raya tahun ni aku nk amek gmbr! Just let me mull over my mishap and you guys just enjoy your hari raya. The only think that makes me happy and looking forward to celebrate hari raya is because of NUR HAKEEMAH's return to spore even for only 5 days. grr. to my alsagoff friends ; i know that i kind of neglect you since i entered waktanjong. i have no intention of creating distances between us. I think the situation forces us to be drifted apart. please accept my sincere apology. korang kalau tk jalan raya sama2 aku bunuh. to my waktanjong friends ; eventhough we have known each other for only two years i feel like we have been friend since decades ago. thanks for accepting me for who i am. I am sorry if i have made the class noisy with my loud voice and laughter, called u names, interupted when you were talking, suddenly snatched your paper, didnt reply your msges or texts. banyakknye salah aku. please forgive me~ to my only two boys in class ; you are the ones whom i hate to see early in the morning, aku bknnya ape syafie and rifdi- aku takut pagi aku tak berkat tengok muke kau.hahaha! tklh.aku suke tgk muke korang. lagi2 duit korang. thanks for treating me to lunch all the time. i apologise if i yelled at you and said that you were ridiculous. please forgive me too. to md nafis ; although you claimed that you can live without me, i know u cant. i was estatic upon receiving your msg. haha.ngaku jelh fis kau rindu aku! i have to admit that nafis is the best and most understanding guy friend that i have ever had. however i know that we cant stay friend forever like what you said. "jah. kita tak boleh kawan mcm gini selama2 nya tau. nnt bini aku cemburu" "ala. leceh lh bini kau ni. kita kawan kn anak kita lh gitu" "boleh. dengan syarat anak kau jangan perangai mcm kau! merana anak aku nanti" Hey nafis, Even u keep testing my patience i still tolerate you. see how good i am!*senyum senget* to the others who dont fall in any categories above; i just want to say sorry for any mistakes that i have done. enjoy your raya - biarkan aku sedih! salam aidilfitri. @ 3:15 PM
growing up is tough. " I wanna go out and conquer the world.."
it makes me sad.. =(( Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 1:02 AM
rebutia - rindu lagi!  bersama aiman yg daring! tuala princess tu jelas terbukti saya punya. hek!  selalu bersama.  dlm bus yg buka cyter rosyam nor. ape saje cyter.
selepas main flying fox yg mntk kena tendang!  si lelaki yg jalan lambat waktu malam2." OY ORANG DPN CPT SKIT LH" pekik fathin "SABARLH! BKN AKU YG LMBT.NI LELAKI TGH STUCK!"  fathin semangat. tipp.teman duduk dlm bus.teman peluk bila takut. camera aku pnoh nan muke korang. aku sabar je tao. teman dlm hutan yg jaga saya dengan baik."khadijah.percaya kaki khadijah k"  tpksa duduk bersila. demi kemudahan kucing untuk jalan. rindu sambal belacan and aisyah.  fathin nk tunjuk toilet dekat belakang yg penuh pacat. mati kurang darah aku klw ddk sebulan dkat sana. alalala. waktu malam. dgr talk motivasi dr poknik.  poknik tkd main lampu suluh. kalau saya dh post gmbr2 ni semua faham je lah maksud nye ape eh. Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 8:57 PM
my two heartbeats. dap dup dap dup. Its very hard to divide my time. it is soo hard to be fair and equal to all. now i understand why Allah allows men to marry more than one while women can only have one husband. i cant imagine if i married two men at the same time. because i just cant be fair - comfirm bahu aku senget dekat akhirat! it is hard to please everyone. haiz! To her; i realise that we have drifted apart since we parted our ways two years ago.i felt touched upon reading your msg. You do not have to feel guilty abt the GREAT distance between us. Instead i am the one who should feel that way. You do not need to feel sorry for not being there for me when i was down. instead i am the one who is to be blamed for not sharing with you my sorrow. i have never forgotten what ever she have done to me although we were only close for a year. she was always there by my side when everyone was out there to get back at me. she closed one eye on my past mistakes and trusted me. she gave me words of encouragement when i lost someone whom i loved. she is one of the reason i moved on with my life. she is
Dear Amirah, i can still remember that you always scolded me for not taking care my nails. you got so mad with me that you willingly trimmed my nails for me. "meh sini ana ketip kan!" haha. suara amira terngiang ngiang. sekarang anti dh jauh takde orang sudi nk ketip kuku ana. ana dh setahun tk ketip kuku psl anti! and i still recall how you blocked a cat from my way because i just cant stand the sight of cats. "ANA TKNK JALAN! ADA KUCING!" "ana dh kepung ni. jalan je djah!" haha. amira amira. do you know how much i miss you? Not to be forgotten i miss you too, Nur asiah. you are the only friend who asked me to be polite and courteous towards guy. grrr.haha. "djah kau kalau kasar2 nanti kena tinggalkan baru tahu!" Despite being together for only a year, both of you mean a lot to me. My final year in alsagoff was memorable because both of you were there to perservere with me. i have not forgotten how both of you celeberated my 18th bday by giving me a pleasent surprise at Ramen ten, last year. siap belanja Ramen ten beli cake beli hadiah.  Please do not think i have totally forgotten both of you. because you always have special places in my heart.I specially posted this entry to show how much i love you. To my future husband whom i do not know, please migrate with me to europe because i am afraid that i might not treat you fairly. tapi make sure kau jangan membosankan aku. mati keluar buih putih dari mulut aku kalau kau membosankn. hek! (suara mak bawang merah lagi) @ 1:00 AM
post cari pasal i know deep down i cant ask for more. learn to accept the harsh truth djah. learn. try as hard as i can push those thoughts away but still.u come into my mind.more often than before. all the matter is for you to be happy even if it means being hurt by myself. i don't know why this guy's - who has a child- face keeps playing in my mind! hahah.cari psl sae aku suke laki orang. gerbang rambut isteri dia kalau tahu! ok this post is soooo incoherent! haha Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 3:43 PM
anti . . . . GERAM SAE NAN MSN NI. MCM NK TUKAR PASSWORD JE. tp tkd kena mengena. MARDHIAH SYG. ANA NK BBUAL SANGAT2 NAN ANTI. ANA RASE CM NK BELI TICKET KAPAL TERBANG SEKARANG AND DOK SEBELAH ANTI BBUAL. MCM2 BENDA ANA NK BLG. TP NI LH.BARU CHAT KEJAP MSN DH BUAT PERANGAI. TKPE TI.ANA MSG ANTI K.KENA 10 JUTA PUN ANA SGP BAYAR. pengorbanan seorang shbt katakn. ANA RINDU ANTI DENGAN KERINDUAN YG MENDALAM. Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 1:18 PM
MY TOO-PERSONAL POST Love is not about touching his hands to let him know that you are there for him. Love is not about hugging him to let him know that he means the world to you. Love is not about looking in his eyes and say ‘I love you’, to tell him that you really do. Love is about always being on the ground, to catch him when he falls. Love is about always ready to forgive, though the pain inflicted hurts more than a million blade. Love is your care and concern towards him. Love is about defending him with all your might and strength. Love is about taking good care of his heart, about looking after it. As though it’s crystal, diamond… Love, is about always keeping him in your du’a… Love is about being nice, without expecting him to be nice to you. Love is about sacrificing. Even though he doesn’t sacrifice as much as you do for him. Even though he doesn’t know how much you have sacrificed for him… p.s: ‘him’ is very subjective, don’t you think..? p.s: dont ask me why i post two entries abt love. dont ask me whether i am in love now or then. To someone ; i know there is love in ur heart but i dont think now is the best and right time for me to reciprocate it. i understand how hurtful it is not to receive the response that we want from the other party and i truly and really apologise for making you feel like that. i want to emphasise that my reluctance of reciprocating your feeling is not due to the people in my past. however it is because i am now big enough to realise that life is more than just finding love. even at this stage, when i am 19 i still haven't had a chance to repay my parents and to say i love you them. so can you tell me how am i supposed to return your feeling and show my care to you when i havent done that to my parents yet ? For me a 19 year old person is still not considered an adult. and being 19 should not give you the permission to find love and mr.right. because there is still a long way ahead that she/he needs to go through in life. we do not know what Allah has set for us so what we can do for now is just pray and let Allah decide. i do not know how i get the courage to write this post when i had not done this before. maybe i think its because this time i would like to share my opinion about love and how a 19 year old girl should react to love. i am sick of people asking me why i hvnt given myself a chance to fall in love again. i cant take it anymore when people ask me "do you feel lonely without having a guy standing beside you?" please do not be narrow minded! i definitely do not feel lonely because i have my friends and family around me. i am attracted to this song lyric from unic "biar sepi hingga hujung nyawa asal tak sepi dari kasihNYA" OH HOW PERSONAL THIS POST IS ? MAYBE ITS DUE TO TMRW'S GP EXAM? HEK! ( suara mak bawang merah ) @ 12:49 PM
Maybe it's you “Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. Despite popular culture, love doesn’t happen by chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. You will find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back. Its value is to inspire you. Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don’t or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.” I understand it now. =)) Sunday, September 21, 2008 @ 3:28 PM
Life is full of ironies, including me. A different me A different you People change and that is true I can’t comprehend I just can’t see Why you’re acting so differently? @ 1:02 AM
dan berilah peringatan  “…boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu sedangkan ia baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu sedangkan ia buruk bagimu… dan Allah Mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui…” (surah Al-Baqarah : 216) Fa ‘inna ma’al ‘usri yusra. ‘Inna ma’al ‘usri yusra. There are no tests or trials that our shoulders aren’t strong enough to carry. And the hardships that we face, it won’t last forever. For every calamities that happen in our life, Allah will show us the way out of it. After every difficulty comes ease. And after every difficulty comes ease. Fret not. Just believe in Allah, and He will show you the way. After all, He did repeat it twice in the Holy Qur’an. *smile at atiqa* thanks sayang. @ 12:43 AM
makan.  mcm tk kelakar letak pinggan berisi atas kepala aku!  buah hatiku. alalalala.cutenye korang dua! buah hatiku. kak hannahKU. psst.bile nk jumpa kak hannah lg? Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 3:14 AM
luahan hati SERIOUS TK BOHONG ALEVEL BYK MAUT NK BACA. KES PAPER SETINGGI BANGUNAN BANGLOW DUA TINGKAT. NAIK JULING SAE MATA BACA. TASAWUF. MUAMALAT. MUNAKAHAT. TAUHID. SEJARAH PERUNDANGAN ISLAM. USUL AHKAM. TAFSIR. HADIS. ULUM QURAN DAN ULUM HADIS. SEMUANYA KENA BACA. INGT. BACA. HAFAL DALIL. OK PELAN2. INSYA ALLAH BOLEH DAN MAMPU. KAWAN2 LAIN BOLEH MST SAYA BOLEH. ANTARA NAK DAN TAKNAK. RAJIN DAN MALAS SAJA. mar. ana nk pinjam sedikit kecekalan yg ada dalam diri anti boleh? keema. djah nk pinjam sedikit kerajinan dalam diri keema boleh? mel and fyra. aku nk sedikit kepandaian korang boleh? mardhiah dan hakeemah, diri ini sangat merindui kalian yang jauh di rantauan orang. moga kerinduan yang sarat di hati dapat diluahkan satu hari kelak. bila tiba masa dan saat yang sesuai. =)) diri ini juga terlalu sayang mereka berdua. mereka ibarat ibujari ku. hilang mereka susahlh hendak meneruskn hidup. Friday, September 19, 2008 @ 2:31 PM
wiraKU rifdi. amcm tajuk?  ape kau bbual idi?jgn salah dialog. *smbl kepala terkeluar dr meja*  hmmm. sedang berfikir. snapple. sukahati kau lh md rifdi.  sukahati kau juga mdrifdi. korg ni nk berbahas ke nk makan? pny serious! utk mdrifdi teman bahas teman periksa teman ajak keluar makan teman fotokopi notes last min, selamat hari jadi. panjang umur. dan moga kau jadi penulis buku bersama nurfathin. buat buku pakai bahasa elok2 ye. jgn jadi rosmawati tu.pening aku baca bahasa die! =)) sayang rifdi tp lagi sayang duit dia. *ketawa jahat!* @ 2:31 PM
bacalah dalam bahasamu salam alaik. TERIMA KASIH SYG KU ADILAH DI ATAS SEBUAH POST YG TK BERAPA MENYENTUH HATI TP MAMPU BUAT DIRI TERSENYUM MEMANJANG. =)))))))))))) moga sakit saya semalam sebagai penghapus dosa2 lama. moga sakit saya juga mendekatkn saya dengan pencipta saya. izinkn saya menggunakan aku utk post kali ini kerana aleh2 roh ganas dh masuk dlm diri. saya sgt haus hingga tahap nk bantai apek bawah block. ok diam! td periksa sastera. 3 jam staright. tk pernah2 aku periksa lama gini. selalu periksa azhar plg lama 2 jam. tu pon tkdelah byk sgt yg menulis. and 2 jam rasa2nye satu jam dh mencukupi kalau belajar dan hafal. tp ni sastera. ha kau!! terkeluar urat hijau tangan aku. serious sae kerekot tangan dh mcm nenek tua. sabar je. jam di dinding menunjukkan 2 jam dah berlalu. and ini bermakna aku tgl lg sejam utk habiskn lg 2 saoaln. mula2 duduk bersila. pastu semut2 sampai pinggang. duduk lh bersilang kaki. pastu sakit. end up rasa mcm nk bangun and tiarap dkat lantai. senang sikit! k perangaii nye aku buat paper 3 jam! yg pntg lg 10 min nk habis aku baru nk masuk soalan terakhir. tapak tangan dh kejang. urat2 semua dh tertimbul warna biru hijau. dengan tangan yg mengigil dan meja yg begegar aku habiskn. dan dlm ms 10 min aku dpt menulis satu muka surat penuh. oklh tu! dari aku tinggalkn suruh cikgu isi kan. lg tk berwibawa. erk? dah djah. mulai nari sampai hari bulan 11 paper kau 3 jam. jgn nk buat perangai ada niat nk tiarap dkat dewan. nnt terpijak nan invigilator dh susah kn diri kau! lama sangat sae exam. kes klw org koma dekat hosp dh sadar and dah keluar dr hosp pon. tkpe2. jangan mengeluh exam lama. dh pelajaran byk kn. belajar je. oklh. moga2 gaya bahasa post saya kali ini menimbulkn kesan puitis, metafora, asonansi dan aliterasi. *terbawa2 sastera* bye semua. Thursday, September 18, 2008 @ 2:37 PM
there's always a first time for everything Salam to all readers n to the OWNER of this blog.=) "..عسى أن تحبوا شيئا وهو شر لكم, والله يعلم وأنتم لا تعلمون." Note: This is just a piece of my mind.=)  Nilah antare mase2 saye dan djah 'bergaduh'. haha. sorry to the 2 blurred girls in front.=P
When I'm lost along the way and I can't face another day It's been a long hard road, and it's only just begun, my friend And this I know You helped me carry the load 'Cause you're always down for Lifting me up like an angel when I hit the ground K this is quite a long post for a 1st-timer. Hehe. djah, ALL THE BEST TO U! Be confident n do not always look back at the past unless it's for the benefit of the future k? hee. Smoga kte bertemu nnt kat UM jika diizinkan Allah. N smoga aku bole mengatasi kau utk memenangi Anugerah Dekan kat sane ye.=D Happy fasting everyone! Ramadhan Karim! Signing out, sahabat djah. =) Wednesday, September 17, 2008 @ 12:24 AM
si pemerah bibir, mee kuah. Salam alaik. Bahagia sngt dpt buka puasa dengan miza adila fathima dan abdul hadi. tp lagi bahagia kalau fathin dan utt ade. =((  beach road juga jd pilihan kami.mee kuah yg memerahkn bibir juga yg jd pilihan saya, ouch.sexy!  "korg.nk amek neoprint?""eh ok juga!lama sey aku tk amik" jwb salah seorg dr kami. "TKNK! KENTAL" fathima bangkang! "ape kental lak! mana ada kental! abe klw gitu sume org yg amek neoprint kental??" marahku. "drg tu sume tkd hp and camera.tu psl amek neoprint!" bidas nurfathima. amboi awk! kemain eh ckp org2 lain kental.  merajuk tk dpt amek neoprint terus tarik miza ajak g kedai kasut. "miza! aku rs cm tertinggi lh. mee kuah ada khasiat tinggikn org ke?" "penipu! psl kasut tinggi tu kau tinggi!"  sebelum. sesudah! spot the diff. selain miza nye muke blm ready. ouch! dua wanita comel.sayang mereka dengan kasih sayang yg sangat mendalam. tak tersusun dengan patah perkataan. tak teluah dengan ungkapan kata-kata. tak terpikul dengan bahu. terimakasih hadi kerana menjadi cameraman! @ 12:05 AM
ini satu kisah! .jpg) nama budak perempuan ni khadijah .jpg) dia ada kawan yg selalu ajak de belajar..jpg) kawan ni pun selalu ajak dia main sama2.jpg) tengok! dia sangat bahagia dengan kawan de tu!.jpg) kawan dia ajak dia ddk sebab sakit lutut de pon duduk.budak perempuan ni mmg sahabat yg baik. .jpg) walaupun kawan kepada bdk perempuan ni ckp dia kental sbb masih amik gmbr dkat cermin, kawan de ttp senyum dan layankan. indahkan persahabatn dua org tu? =)) Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 3:31 PM
wish upon the star? I think wishing means continuing to believe in what you want even though you know it wont come.absolutely not. but.still.u wish. u stubbornly still. and you have absolutely no reason why. except that you know u want it. because only through wishing, will we be able to look forward to life. because its the only thing you look forward to. amidst all the monotony of life.where, the older we get, we realise that we cant expect too much. that all our expectations would just turn into disappointments. so we wish. because its the only thing that you wait forever to happen. you wait and wait. hoping that one day, whatever you wish for will happen. i wish. they wish. everyone wishes. who doesn't? Monday, September 15, 2008 @ 10:05 PM
my confidante  sedih mautt sae muke kita dua utt!! mcm baru balik de kubur! I’ll listen to what you’ve got to say And be your shelter on rainy days When you need someone, I’ll be that friend And if you should ever fall, I’ll try my best to catch you before you land. Sunday, September 14, 2008 @ 10:49 PM
balaghah. .jpg)  TAKYAH NK KETAWA KN KE SENYUM KN KTE EH. KTE TAWU LH KORANG2 DH AMEK BALAGHAH! KTE JE BLM.SO KORG JGN NK STEP2 ESK PG LPS SAHUR MSG KTE CKP "AMEK BALAGHAH KEPE!" KTE KERAT KORG NAN 14 KERATAN. BIAR NAMA KTE SETANDING DGN NAMA MONA FENDI. *ganaaasnye aku cm stonecold!* YG PNTG KTE SGT MENYESAL KRN G AMEK 2 BIJI PANADOL EXTRA MLM SEBELUM PERIKSA. SGT MENYESAL. *mata pandang atiqah* DH LH. NK BELAJAR BALAGHAH. BAB WASAL. BYE. Saturday, September 13, 2008 @ 3:55 PM
with them by my side, i will fight and defend              I guess what they say is true ‘You will know a friendship is true When it brings out the best in you.’ I am blessed that I have friends like them. They are a living example that prove there is a thing called true friendship. I am sorry for our past fights but because of that we have grown closer. they are someone that truly understand me and accept me despite my shortcomings. With them, it’s all about voiceless communication- always knowing exactly what to say, but never actually having to say it I want to grow old with you all, dear friends |
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