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siti.khadijah.md.bashir

Being Me is the greatest challenge
to keep on moving when everything messed up
to keep on going when my vision turns upside down
to keep calm when my anger explodes
to keep smiling when all I have is sadness
to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while

but only this way
these lessons had taught Me how to live
these challenges that made me stronger inside out
these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses for each fate that you wrote for my Life
is nothing better but THE BEST!

“When you leave, remember to look back to see those you’re leaving behind. You never know, but they might be feeling miserable."


YOUR SAY




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I'LL BE WATCHING YOU

'AlimaKU
AimanKU
AszafiraKU
AtiqaKU
AmiraKU
AsiahKU
FadilaKU
FyraKU
FarahinKU
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HadiKU MusuhKU
HairulKU
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MarizzaKU
Kak ainKU
Kak hannahKU
Lembah IlmuKU
NabilaKU
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Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 11:14 PM
ألآ بذكر الله تطمئنّ القلوب…؟

A level 3502 / 2076
301008 Malay Language & Literature paper
311008Malay Language & Literature paper
031108 General Paper
041108 Arabic paper paper
051108 Islamic Law paper
171108Islamic Theology paper 1 & Arabic paper
251108Islamic Law paper
261108 Islamic Theology paper 2
All the best peeps.
!إنّ الله معنا



Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ 12:36 AM
it takes a strong person to cry?

I wish you well and so I take my leave,
I Pray you know me when we meet again.



William Shakespeare



@ 12:09 AM
fam(ily)





Everyone deserves a happy family (:




Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 11:19 PM
it's so cute and so endearing when I see you smile =))

TO nurulhuda and siti marizzah ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG.




I know it's late but tell me how do you expect me to remember your birthday, when you never look any older? haha! alasan lg aku! k kali ni kita lupe psl sibuk ingt exam.=)) out btw happy bday, i love both of you.




@ 12:09 AM
don't you love it how some songs just help you speak what you feel inside?

Jabat tangan ku, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali
Kita berbincang, tentang memori di masa itu
Peluk tubuhku, usapkan juga air mataku
Kita terharu, seakan tiada bertemu lagi
Bersenang-senanglah,kerana hari ini akan kita rindukan,
di hari nanti,
sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Bersenang-senanglah, kerana waktu ini akan kita banggakan,
di hari tua

Mungkin diriku, masih ingin bersama kalian
Mungkin jiwaku, masih haus sanjungan kalian


thanks goes to my nurathifah for introducing this song to me. kau buat aku sedih sae nari utt!

aniway utt, im lucky that we're in love in every way. ouch!

sebuah kisah klasik, sheila on 7.




Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 12:10 AM
because i've got them.


I know we're just TOO sweet.



Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 7:15 PM
I feel special.












THEY MAKE ME HAPPY WHEN SKIES ARE GREY.




@ 5:59 PM
if he sincere all along?


Maybe he's too busy, too busy to care
doing things he enjoys with determination and dare
but she never blame him, nor was she ever angry
she remain calm, just let everything be.
she accept her fate, she accept the changes
and now slowly the feeling for him ages
one thing she hopes is for him to be happy
for him to know that life is more than finding love
deep down i care too much. *sigh*



Tuesday, October 21, 2008 @ 12:19 AM
mirror mirror on the wall.


Mirror Mirror on the wall,
If only you could make me tall.

Mirror Mirror, show me the truth;
The person I see, is it really me?

Mirror Mirror, be my friend
When I’m hurt by the cruel world,who would hold my hand?

Mirror Mirror, this girl I see,
Is she the best that I can be?

Mirror Mirror, show me how
To love myself starting from now.

Have you ever doubted the person you think you are? Or maybe sometimes in life, you just suddenly stop, and think of the person people see you as. Is it really you?




Monday, October 20, 2008 @ 9:56 PM
I am a heart, you are my beat. so we are heartbeat!

A friend is someone you can always rely on, Someone who is there to share your thoughts with; Someone to listen, no matter the subject.

A friend is someone you choose wisely, For a friend is your own mirrored image:Someone to compliment your own self;Someone who indicates who you are as a person.

A friend is what you are to me.

and nurfathin is my friend. my goodfriend.





you're the "U",
and I'm the "S"
And forever that will be
Cause together we make "US",
and so YOU COMPLETE ME!!
(mcm kental je aku nie!)
to nur fathin : HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG!
sayang kau tin. sayang sesangat-sangatnye.
dh besar klw buat buku jgn lupe bagi aku free.
penat aku buat ucapan utk kau. hek.
psst. dont stop nudging me.



@ 2:43 PM
blank.

I really think that the world would be a better existance if there were no emotions and feelings. yes sure it would be a cold and boring place. but i dont know, handling with emotions is really tiresomes and sometimes, you feel like your heart is really crushed but life still needs to go on. but then again, if everyone is happy, the world would be a scarry place to live in.

emotions and feelings are dangerous things. sometimes they are capable in destroying you from within and you are just helpless againts it.

and once again, i dont know how to put my thoughts and my feelings into words. for now, this is all i can manage. how pathetic!



Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 10:37 PM
its all about smiles and happiness.

This raya is a bit mendak than last year due to Alevels. but i had fun nevertheless (: everyone looked pretty and the food tasted so good. pictures ahead!





uncle lim's van.

paling best.



I’m more than thankful, for having them in my life.



Saturday, October 18, 2008 @ 3:26 AM
There are many tears left uncried

I feel weak and helpless.
I feel like now im on bended knees.
I feel as if this heart is being pierced through.
I wish to be strong but i cant hold it any longer.
please take this pain away.

I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems
I want you to catch me when I fall



@ 12:29 AM
kali terakhir.

Berhenti menangis duhai teman,
berhenti menangis juga duhai diri,
memang tadi merupakan hari terakhir persekolahan,
tapi tadi juga bermulanya perjuangan kita.

ini BUKAN kali terakhir kita jumpa kn?
ini BUKAN kali terakhir kita ketawa sama2 kn?

tp .. ini kali terakhir duduk dalam kelas.
kali terakhir belajar sama2.
kali terakhir naik tangga sampai tingkat 5 smbl mulut ngomel2 sbb kepenatan.
kali terakhir bangun pagi utk siap pergi sekolah.
kali terakhir PAKAI BAJU SEKOLAH.

gmbr yg dipetik ini juga untuk kali terakhir.

kali terakhir dengar ucapan sir haidad.
kali terakhir beratur juga.
ucapan dari wakil pelajar preu-2 di hadapan guru and pelajar lain.

erk. ucapan dari saya.

belum sejam dekat skola budak unit kebajikan dh saling berpelukkn tanda mengucapkn selamt tinggal.
terima kasih korang.
keluar sekola dengan utt, idi, pie sbb nk cari cake utk ustzah rozanna
dan utk kami semua.

dh smpi coffee bean. tgh tunggu order cake.

dh balik sekola. idi dan ustzah rozanna sedang menyemak kertas soalan.

yeay! cake dh smpi. ustzah rozanna dah tk sabar. ngaum.

waktu nk balik. =)) kacau hadi utk kali terakhir.


khairul abdullah. si tegas.

"kau ckp siow aku kerat lidah kau eh djah!"

"eh djah.kasi orang tangan kanan bkn kiri"

sebelum balik fadila dan saya sempat ziarah kelas preu1 kami.

"mcm baru je aku rasa kita dua masuk skolah kn djah?"

"aaah.mcm semalam juga aku rasa kita dua malu2."

*airmata kami berdua dh menitis*

nk balik tiba fatima ajak amik gmbr.

"ehhh lipat tudung selenge2 jom"

selenge tk?

ribut sae. kata nk balik! abe laki2 ni semua lambat solat jumaat.

mcm ni lh keadaan sebelum keluar skola.

ni kali terakhir kami berkumpul dlm kelas.

aisey! tk balik2 lh nmpknye.
bergambar dengan siti zuliana.
mula2 saya duduk sbb nk jaga image kononnye.
end up.terbaring juga!

ok! ni btol2 nk keluar. bye kelas preu2. bye tingkat 5.
keluar dan tk akan merasa lagi situasi dlm kelas.
eh eh. terserampak dengan wafi dengan tingkat satu.

utt melangkah keluar dari sekolah.

2 tahun di sini. selama-lamanya hatiku disitu.

kali terakhir makan pakai baju sekolah.
kami tinggalkn tanda tangan kami. ouch! artis ke kami?

ok dh sampai rumah tepat pkl 3 petang.

"nur! tatap muke kakak puas2 pakai baju sekolah!"
haha.

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