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siti.khadijah.md.bashir

Being Me is the greatest challenge
to keep on moving when everything messed up
to keep on going when my vision turns upside down
to keep calm when my anger explodes
to keep smiling when all I have is sadness
to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while

but only this way
these lessons had taught Me how to live
these challenges that made me stronger inside out
these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses for each fate that you wrote for my Life
is nothing better but THE BEST!

“When you leave, remember to look back to see those you’re leaving behind. You never know, but they might be feeling miserable."


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Saturday, January 30, 2010 @ 7:33 PM
prohibited

Things i should stop doing in Uni Malaya ;

- wasting money on cabfares
- thinking too much on unnecessary stuff
- sleeping too late
- bathing in the late afternoon instead of in the morning
- taking panadols to stop headache
- talking and shouting too much until sore throat



@ 2:10 PM
hais

I dont know why you keep complaining about your life being lonely, worst etc, instead of trying to adapt yourself to the current situation. Do you think I want this to happen?! I would travel back to those days too. but I also know that complaining wont take us anywhere except that you have to find a way to adapt yourself.



Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 5:26 PM
saini saini~~

rindu muke tengek saini. makin tengek makin kak ijah nk amek gmbr.


rindu saini tdo sebelah kak ijah even saini tak layan kakak
and asek main psp.


kakak tahu saini dh stat skola, selamat berjuang eh guru2 saini. harap mereka diberi kesabaran yang secukupnya dlm mendidik saini. ahahah. nnt kakak alek kte btentang mata k syg. rindu dia lh! muah muah.






@ 4:53 PM
she's my short partner. ahaha. ;)

balik je bilik, buka pintu, tgk atas lappy ada benda putih dibungkus. pk bunga dari jejaka kacak manakn, skali bukak, rupanya apple diselimuti tissue. pelik! bile masa lak ada doc masuk bilik aku letak apple. aku fhmlh slogan an apple a day keeps a doctor away. pastu tarik kerusi je. ada bungkusan nasi. sejak bilik makcik cafe masuk bilik aku. rupe-rupenyee kerja kawan aku yg sgt comel. nk mntk maaf pki mulut mungkin tkt aku tk layan. jadi de belikn lh aku indo mee. tadaaa..


nasib apple tu tk retak kn screen lappy aku. ahaha.


you're forgiven dear. muah.

tadaaa! tkyh pergi cafe. dh tsedia mknan atas meja.

utk kamu, walaupon aku marah mcm mana skalipon dgn kamu, walaupon aku merepek mcm mana skalipon dgn kamu, walaupon aku tk layan mcm mana skalipon dgn kamu, aku tetap buahhati kamu kn? ahaha.

ok kamu, cpt pulang. nnt kte story manyak2 k. ;)





Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 3:05 PM
university life

Being in a University for nearly a year made me realise that life gets too hectic. we're always rushing to get into lectures, get notes, copy notes and catch up with our studies.


Almost everywhere i go, i can see ppl mugging which makes me sick cause i know i can never be like them mugging that hard. and now i do agree with what ppl say, you can find your true friends only in high school. We're all so busy in Uni that its hard to really hang out with friends.


Another reason is that, although we can be in the same University, we will hardly meet up with that different courses we're in. we practically have to move from one place to another for every lesson or lectures.


lectures are practically rushing through the topics, its making me want to shout, "PELAN2 CKIT LH. LOST TAWU TK!"


k enough. lets go study!!



Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @ 4:54 PM
pls layankan aku?ahahah!

1. Ketawa orang kaya: Muahahhaahaha
2. Ketawa terbahak-bahak: Hark hark hark
3. Ketawa kebaratan: Ha ha ha ha ha
4. Ketawa sambil tutup mulut: Hi hi hi hi hi
5. Ketawa berdekah-dekah: Kah kah kah kah
6. Ketawa pontianak: Kih kih kih kih
7. Ketawa eksyen: Ek ek ek ek ek
8. Gelak besar: Muahhaaaaa *ketawa jin/setan*
9. Ketawa panjang: Ha ha ha ha ha ha * ambil nafas* ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
10. Ketawa orang sakit: Kih kih kih kih kih *cough* kih kih kih kih
11. Ketawa maut: Kih kih kih kih kih kih kih kih *kiok..............Neno, neno, neno (Bunyi ambulan)
12. Ketawa kuat: LOL
13. Ketawa bergolek-golek: LOLROTFL
14. Ketawakan dia: He he he he he
15. Kekkekekekek = ek ek ek ek ek (cuma salah ejaan)
16. ahakz = ketawa jimat cermat
17. hahahaahahhaaaaaaampppppppeeeeeeeehhhhhhhh = ketawa tak ikhlas
18. heheh - hampir-hampir ketawa
19. kui kui kui - ketawa sambil batuk
20. hik hik hik - ketawa dalam mabuk
21. hek hek hek - ketawa ngada-ngada.
22. wakakakkakaka - ketawa berguling-guling cam tenggiling dalam piring
23. eh heh - ketawa sindir.
24. huargh huargh huargh!!! - ketawa sambil bermain ngan benda-benda tajam. (ketawa brutal)
25. ngee ngee ngee - ketawa sengih
26. kwah kwah kwaaahhhh kwahhhhh - Ketawa sambil lewa
27. ketawa perli : ahe ahe ahe ahe....
28. ketawa tapi tknak ketawa : kuikuikuikui.



@ 1:43 AM
rumahku, raya kami.

aku sll spoiler ugh. dh cantik2 gmbr enth hape enth aku
g ketawa bahak2.


ah! baru manis. ;)

korg rindu tkkk nk dtg rumah kite?
ahahaha.
klw tk rindu rumah kte, rindu kte pon dh memadai.
jaga diri k korg. rindu sgt2.




Tuesday, January 19, 2010 @ 12:44 PM
=))

I must learn to love the fool in me, the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.

— Theodore Isaac Rubin



Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 6:31 PM
abah ijah. ;)


pada namaku ada namanya.
dalam hatiku ada dirinya.
;)



Friday, January 15, 2010 @ 4:46 PM
utt yg merepek!

- Nurathifah says:
aku ade stalker bru
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
cmme tawu?
de blg ke, hi im ur stalker?
- Nurathifah says:
dr gerak ggeri de ah
asek ikut aku je
stalk setiap pergerakan aku
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
mksd?
ikut cmne?
blog ke atau ape
- Nurathifah says:
ikut ah.
tahu aku online. aku blaja. aku tdo
sume ah
aku dh lame kenal de
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
kau kenal de sape?
sape?
- Nurathifah says:
tp ntah lately bru de stalk
bru rs aku penting kot dlm hidup de
kau kenal de
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
YELH!! sape name de??
- Nurathifah says:
LULU
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
luklu?
- Nurathifah says:
LULU LA . LULU KUCING AKU
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
KEPALA OTAK KO!!
MCM SENGAJA NK KENAKN AKU JE!
- Nurathifah says:
AHAHAH. TP SERIOUS AH
dr smlm oi
aku masok de masok
aku klua de klua
td mlm aku tdo.. aku sadar de tgh usap2 rmbut aku
cium2

aku faham kau stress nk exam. tp jangan mainkn perasaan aku ugh. ahaha. muah.



@ 2:45 PM
better in time

We will get better in time. I know you are not feeling good about this either. :)



Thursday, January 14, 2010 @ 2:30 PM
try me!

IF YOU CLAIM THAT IM SELFISH, THAN I'LL PROVE IT TO YOU.
PLEASE STOP BLAMING ME FOR BEING SELFISH
AS I SUPPOSE THAT EVERYONE IS.



@ 2:11 PM
this is life

How can something that’s supposed to be wrong feel so right?
How can something so right feel so wrong?



Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 11:52 PM
;)

"djah. kte rindu bbual dgn awk. jaga diri jaga iman k"
"mxg awk btol2 buat kte tsenyum. thanks wk. rindu awk juga"
"kdg2 bila berjauhan ada ke kenangan terimbas. awk tgh bermasalah ke? moga tlerai kekusutan dihati awak klw ada k?
"masalah tu biasa je wk. doakan kte kuat k?"
"awk pon doakan kte bertahan k?"

saat-saat hati ingin menangis,
ada saja yang membuat aku tersenyum.
terima kasih Ya Allah.



Saturday, January 9, 2010 @ 2:50 AM
you've crossed the line.

if you happen to be a huge irritant and one who cannot make up ur freaking mind about what you want and keep relying on someone else then i suggest you to stay away from me. bcause i swear right now, i cannot tolerate this kind of people. dont ask me why. dont ask.



@ 1:42 AM
you're real.

nazo_namlun@hotmail.com says:
ehk !
kau tau tak ?!
aku kan tuary da beli flutes 2 kotak utk kau
nak pass pat bdk2 um yg dtg sini
skali aku telupe nak kasi
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
dh alasan! alasan tkhabis2!
mcm lh aku tk tawu yg kau sgj nk jeles kn aku!!
nazo_namlun@hotmail.com says:
tak , aku tak typu
aku nak typu watpe
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble said (1:34 AM):
mana tawu nk jeleskn aku. sbb dkat sgpore tk choc tu
nazo_namlun@hotmail.com says:
aku nie muke penipu ke
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
tklh. muke tk.lidah je.
nazo_namlun@hotmail.com says:
wah wah
Bkn main kau eh
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
kasar nah ke bahasa aku? ahahah!
nazo_namlun@hotmail.com says:
tak kasar bhs kau
tgn kau je kasar
laju type pat kutuk2
kau tgh watpe ?
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble said (1:37 AM):
tgh daftar sub.
kau?
nazo_namlun@hotmail.com says:
ouh
tak tydo lagy pe , dh kul rape sae
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble said (1:39 AM):
aku tgh jaga rumah. tkt pencuri masuk
nazo_namlun@hotmail.com says:
ngengade
bknnye ad emas pat umah
nak lemas aku
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
tkd emas pon, yg ada puteri.

untuk julung-julung kali nye kau sweet.
wlupon aku tk nmpk mana choc nye,
tp aku tahu kau ada niat nk belikan aku.
ahahaha.



Friday, January 8, 2010 @ 2:42 PM
you're real



Thankyou for sticking with me through the year,
for all the laughters and smiles.
Thanks love. ;)




Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 2:15 PM
si anak pak abu.

Zafyrah says:
kau kt simei ke kt KL???
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
kl syg
ahahah
asl?
Zafyrah says:
ala tk best hahah igt nk ajak kua makan aku lapa gile mel tk jwb sms
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
ko suke bwat aku geram!! suke tao.
bile aku dkat simei satu hek satu hok pon tkdo
bile aku alek krg plan g stadium bukit jalil lh g jalan ampas lh
Zafyrah says:
HAHAHHA tipu jalan ampas wtpe
abe ko pon tk menanyeee
aku pun tga bosan mak bapak tkde
lapa gile tahap bole makan dua kerbau buas
%sitikhadijah% colour my life with the chaos of trouble says:
HAHAHAHAH

sumpahh mepek! dua kerbau buas ko! ahahahah! ko sungguh lucu lh fyra. aku rindu sama kamu! muah.



@ 1:02 PM
lets just fake it with a smile and pretend that im not affected at all.

how now cow row wow yow
i dont know what im feeling
and it's really frustrating.
i believe that once again God is testing me.