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PROFILE Being Me is the greatest challenge to keep on moving when everything messed up to keep on going when my vision turns upside down to keep calm when my anger explodes to keep smiling when all I have is sadness to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while but only this way these lessons had taught Me how to live these challenges that made me stronger inside out these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses is nothing better but THE BEST! “When you leave, remember to look back to see those you’re leaving behind. You never know, but they might be feeling miserable." YOUR SAY SO YESTERDAY October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 I'LL BE WATCHING YOU AimanKU AszafiraKU AtiqaKU AmiraKU AsiahKU FadilaKU FyraKU FarahinKU FazilaKU HadiKU MusuhKU HairulKU HikmaKU JuwairiyahKU MarizzaKU Kak ainKU Kak hannahKU Lembah IlmuKU NabilaKU NurulhudaKU NisyaKU SriKU UttKU ZulianaKU CREDITS edits by: nurfa
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @ 1:18 PM
MY TOO-PERSONAL POST Love is not about touching his hands to let him know that you are there for him. Love is not about hugging him to let him know that he means the world to you. Love is not about looking in his eyes and say ‘I love you’, to tell him that you really do. Love is about always being on the ground, to catch him when he falls. Love is about always ready to forgive, though the pain inflicted hurts more than a million blade. Love is your care and concern towards him. Love is about defending him with all your might and strength. Love is about taking good care of his heart, about looking after it. As though it’s crystal, diamond… Love, is about always keeping him in your du’a… Love is about being nice, without expecting him to be nice to you. Love is about sacrificing. Even though he doesn’t sacrifice as much as you do for him. Even though he doesn’t know how much you have sacrificed for him… p.s: ‘him’ is very subjective, don’t you think..? p.s: dont ask me why i post two entries abt love. dont ask me whether i am in love now or then. To someone ; i know there is love in ur heart but i dont think now is the best and right time for me to reciprocate it. i understand how hurtful it is not to receive the response that we want from the other party and i truly and really apologise for making you feel like that. i want to emphasise that my reluctance of reciprocating your feeling is not due to the people in my past. however it is because i am now big enough to realise that life is more than just finding love. even at this stage, when i am 19 i still haven't had a chance to repay my parents and to say i love you them. so can you tell me how am i supposed to return your feeling and show my care to you when i havent done that to my parents yet ? For me a 19 year old person is still not considered an adult. and being 19 should not give you the permission to find love and mr.right. because there is still a long way ahead that she/he needs to go through in life. we do not know what Allah has set for us so what we can do for now is just pray and let Allah decide. i do not know how i get the courage to write this post when i had not done this before. maybe i think its because this time i would like to share my opinion about love and how a 19 year old girl should react to love. i am sick of people asking me why i hvnt given myself a chance to fall in love again. i cant take it anymore when people ask me "do you feel lonely without having a guy standing beside you?" please do not be narrow minded! i definitely do not feel lonely because i have my friends and family around me. i am attracted to this song lyric from unic "biar sepi hingga hujung nyawa asal tak sepi dari kasihNYA" OH HOW PERSONAL THIS POST IS ? MAYBE ITS DUE TO TMRW'S GP EXAM? HEK! ( suara mak bawang merah ) |