I dare not to speak for the words even to think about it. I'm afraid would hurt you in any ways. Because I know you are fragile. Infact, We are too fragile. And today I am writing this not because I am sad. But this dissapointment I can't resist anymore. It kills me enough.

I was smiling when you walked away 'Cause deep inside I know I am special in my own ways. You didn't really make your steps away 'Cause deep inside we both had something we could look up for ; Friendship

It didn't matter to me who you are with. What are you busy with, for all I know you cared. You looked me up when you were troubled. You'd seek my help to give you some peace and I knew it wasn't over. I welcomed you with an open heart and arms. For this tiny little reason ; Friendship

But where have you been now? You silence yourself. You lock yourself up in a tiny glass bottle. You allow yourself to see others. But you're not seen by them. You vanish and don't even care about this friendship we shared

But it doesn't matter, does it? With you or without you, I am still moving on walking in my own pace of speed' Cause I know I am not alone.

I thought this bond we shared would die hard but I was wrong. You left me wonder why.

maybe they are right,
i have to end it somehow.
just dont regret it.