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PROFILE Being Me is the greatest challenge to keep on moving when everything messed up to keep on going when my vision turns upside down to keep calm when my anger explodes to keep smiling when all I have is sadness to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while but only this way these lessons had taught Me how to live these challenges that made me stronger inside out these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses is nothing better but THE BEST! “When you leave, remember to look back to see those you’re leaving behind. You never know, but they might be feeling miserable." YOUR SAY SO YESTERDAY October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 I'LL BE WATCHING YOU AimanKU AszafiraKU AtiqaKU AmiraKU AsiahKU FadilaKU FyraKU FarahinKU FazilaKU HadiKU MusuhKU HairulKU HikmaKU JuwairiyahKU MarizzaKU Kak ainKU Kak hannahKU Lembah IlmuKU NabilaKU NurulhudaKU NisyaKU SriKU UttKU ZulianaKU CREDITS edits by: nurfa
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Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 2:31 PM
and i'd never stop thinking. I was just thinking how great a word Fear can be. like how every night, i fear i wont wake up the next day, or worse, i wake up to never seeing one of my loveds ever again. like how every time, i raise my voice towards my elders, i fear not having the chance to apologise to them. like how every time, my parents complain of any pain on their body, my thoughts run wild, and i fear theres something else besides the pain. like how every time, i think about love, i fear falling in love, cos i fear falling out of love. like how every time, i fear Allah and his punishments, each time i hear something to do with religionn. and like every time i feel very happy, deep inside, i feel this fear, something is gonna be taken away from my life, and something sad is gonna happen, because i dont deserve this much happiness. and ive been thinking. thinking. thinking. of all other stuffs that has to do with this superficial world we live in. |