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PROFILE Being Me is the greatest challenge to keep on moving when everything messed up to keep on going when my vision turns upside down to keep calm when my anger explodes to keep smiling when all I have is sadness to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while but only this way these lessons had taught Me how to live these challenges that made me stronger inside out these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses is nothing better but THE BEST! “When you leave, remember to look back to see those you’re leaving behind. You never know, but they might be feeling miserable." YOUR SAY SO YESTERDAY October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 I'LL BE WATCHING YOU AimanKU AszafiraKU AtiqaKU AmiraKU AsiahKU FadilaKU FyraKU FarahinKU FazilaKU HadiKU MusuhKU HairulKU HikmaKU JuwairiyahKU MarizzaKU Kak ainKU Kak hannahKU Lembah IlmuKU NabilaKU NurulhudaKU NisyaKU SriKU UttKU ZulianaKU CREDITS edits by: nurfa
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Sunday, January 25, 2009 @ 12:10 AM
i've made it soo obvious. I understand that you regard what I've done to you as wrong. But i just cant seem to see that they are all my mistakes. How can I be true to you my innermost feelings when I myself can't still figure out. Haven't I told you that this is not the right moment yet for me to tell you about my feelings? Haven't I told that you should wait for a person whom you love until it is the right time because we still have a long way to go? Can't you just let fate decide what's going to happen between us and not blame the people from my past, as they do not have anything to do with what is going on now?! are you afraid of your own shadows hovering over you? As you know, I am still a daughter to my mother, an elder sister to my younger sisters, a friend to my friends, and of course a student committed to her studies and most importantly I am God's slave bounded by loads of responsibilities. You keep blaming me for deceiving you about a lot of things when I think it is unnecessary to tell you every single detail of my life. How can you expect me to have conversations with you face to face when we meet without intending to? Didn't it occur to you that I might not have anything to say to you at such a moment? I thought by not texting you for quite a while would help you to get over me. Instead you assume I did not contact because I despise you. by the way, if you think you are not a good friend to me then it just shows that you will NOT be a good stranger too. anyway just to emphasise, you ARE still my friend. |