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siti.khadijah.md.bashir

Being Me is the greatest challenge
to keep on moving when everything messed up
to keep on going when my vision turns upside down
to keep calm when my anger explodes
to keep smiling when all I have is sadness
to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while

but only this way
these lessons had taught Me how to live
these challenges that made me stronger inside out
these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses for each fate that you wrote for my Life
is nothing better but THE BEST!

“When you leave, remember to look back to see those you’re leaving behind. You never know, but they might be feeling miserable."


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'AlimaKU
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Thursday, July 30, 2009 @ 9:04 PM
athifah dan atiqah

esok saya balik!!
walaupon pada mulanya saya fikir saya nak joget makyong sebab dapat alek
tp tak jadilah.
sebab sabtu ni kesayangan saya pergi,
nur athifah dan siti nur atiqah.
saya balik esok pon sebab nk hantar kesayangan saya.
perjuangan kami dah setengah,
perjuangan mereka baru sahaja nak bermula.
walaupon berbeza tempat kami berjuang,
niat kami tetap sama,
menuntut ilmu di jalan Allah.

utt tiq.
halalkan airmataku ditudungmu nanti eh.



@ 8:41 PM
bilik zuhud.


wahahaha! tempat fav u!
syurga lh boleh dikatan.
walaupun bilek aku tk selawa bilek bdk UIA tp aku tetap bsyukur.
(walaupun lpstu aku merungut)
meja kecik tu aku beli dkat mydin.
agak2 klw korg nk byrkan bilang lh yer.
15 ringgit. tk mahal bg korg tp mahal bg aku!
dan td petang class aku smpi pukul 12.
senyum sampai telinga je sbb class fathima habis pukul 4
class aisyah and dayana habis pukul 2.
dan aku pon belilah ice cream.
cuaca panas katakan.

sekian. terimakasih.



Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 2:51 AM
vulnerable

Too many thoughts, too many worries, too many frustrations, too much anger. It can’t all disappear in a night, but the only thing to do now is take one thing at a time.



Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 3:12 AM
I will be okay

Separation is never easy, for both sides. Please don’t worry about me, I’m 20, old enough to be staying on my own; learning to be independent.



Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 12:02 AM
perasaan yang berubah.

Hamdanlillah. nari perasaan saya setenang tenang tasik china. tadi petang pula hampir2 nk pack bag isi bedak johson and botol air balik sgpore. mujur masih ada iman dan akal yang menghalang. tapi skrang dh kuat semula, sekuat kuat ibrahim sihat. =D



Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 1:23 PM
bila diri sudah dimainkan oleh emosi

Wahai diri, kenapa kau perlu terbang berbatu-batu meninggalkan yang tersayang?”


“Wahai diri, mengapa kau perlu membiarkan insan yang kau sayang berhempas-pulas mencari wang untuk perjalanan engkau? ”


“Wahai diri, kenapa engkau sanggup menempuhi kesusahan untuk semua ini?”



penat diri dimainkan emosi,
sekejap kuat sekejap rebah.



@ 12:11 PM
kenapa lemah balik nie??

nak balik.
nak mak.
nak abah.
nak tidur nan adk2.
nak main uno nan drg.
nak makan nasi lauk mak.
nak dengar abah kejut subuh.
nak jumpa hussaini.
nak peluk mak.
nak mak.
nak mak.
nak mak.



Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 9:35 PM
tersungkur sebelum memulakan perjalanan.

"panadol demam ijah letak mana?"
"dalam almari"
"letak dekat bawah bantal ubat. botol air pula letak dekat bawah katil. sbb klw malam2 tgh demam tk larat nak jalan, kalau mak ada mak boleh bawakkan panadol dgn air masuk bilik"

dan saat itu airmata bguguran. puas ku tahan agar ianya tidak tumpah. tp ternyata aku gagal melawan kerinduan ini. mak~~ijah rindu mak sangat. ambil ijah balik mak~



Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 4:13 PM
aku ingin segalanya indah

aku ingin engkau selalu hadir dan temani aku
disetiap langkah dan meyakiniku
engkau tercipta untukku.



@ 1:38 AM
selamat menonton.

meja belum habis hias.

teman sebilik. teman sperjuangan.

cafe penuh raksasa.

yay! dh lengkap dh keluarga UM.

syurga.

aku malas nk kuar bilik psl nie lh!




Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 11:16 PM
nur kucing.



khas untuk adik kakak, nurhuda.

kakak dh berani sikit tao nur.
sikitt je.
=D
nanti kakak alek kakak bwkkn nur seekor anak kucing k. hek. papai.



@ 2:50 AM
thanks.

I feel special, I am special =D I thought I was alone, here down under. But I realised I won’t be alone. I wasn’t alone, and I won’t be.


And that feels good.



Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 1:32 PM
keep going khadijah!

Allah tidak membebani seorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Tidak ada suatu musibah yang menimpa seseorang kecuali dengan izin Allah; dan barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah nescaya dia akan memberi petunjuk kepada hatinya.

Masalah dan ujian yang datang setimpal dengan kekuatan kita.

MasyaAllah, It's a beautiful thought and i hope it will keep me going.



@ 1:52 AM
do miss me!

jangan khuatir keadaan saya ye.
saya sihat sesihat ikan paus.
saya bahagia sebahagia orang yang sedang berbulan madu.
=D

tunggu ye. nanti saya update lagi. ni dh malam. nak tidur.
muacks. rindu kawan2! sob sob sreeetttttttttt.



Wednesday, July 8, 2009 @ 12:56 AM
hati ini, biar Allah sahaja yang tahu


Tell me i’m a strong girl, i’ll make it thru.

goodbye singapore, goodbye bestfriend, goodbye girlfriends, goodbye sweetheart, goodbye hussaini.

mak abah, ijah takde jangan amek anak angkat eh. aha tk psl2 aku.
nur and aisyah korg pon sama, jgn step2 nk amek kakak angkat!
mardhiah pon jgn nk amek bestfren angkat.
utt and tiqa pon jgn bwat kawan angkat!
singapore pon jgn amek pendatang baru psl aku tkd!


ahaha. emosi dh tk stabil. -___-



@ 12:49 AM
kisah nur lagi

"kak!! dengar tak nur bbual nie?"
"ape?!"
"DHLH KAK, BBUAL DGN KAKAK MCM BBUAL DENGAN HANTU JEPON!"


hantuu jepooon ko!! ko samakn kakak ko yg manis ni nan hantu jepon yg entah ape2 je muke tu!



Friday, July 3, 2009 @ 11:04 PM
satu sentakkan

"awk dengan saya langsung tak sesuai"
"kenapa awak cakap mcm tu?"
"kita dua tak sama! awak dengan saya macam langit dan bumi!"
"tapi bukan ke langit dan bumi saling memerlukan?"



@ 12:25 AM
i know i can do this

I’m tired.

And I’ve yet to start packing. And there’s only 1 week left. There’re still things to do/buy. There’re still people to see/catch up with. There’s still admin matters to settle.


and I’ve yet to let everything go, to start anew there.



Wednesday, July 1, 2009 @ 1:55 AM
rahmat ujian

" maluu nyee wk kte jalan dkat bedok encot encot. laki nak masuk meminang pon tk jd. psl ape?? psl tk sempurna!"

"everytime awk nmpk mcm jejaka hansem yg soleh, awk ckp lh kuat, INI HANYA UNTUK SEMENTARA, TPELECOK SEDIKIT JE. ok kn?"


wahahaha. tiqa. u kekek ugh. kn i dh ketawa smpi buku lali i tcabot. =__=

-------------------------------------------------------

"bengkak dh turun ckit dh mar. cume masey tempang. ti tk malu kn esk keluar nan ana cmnie?"

"tkpe. pelan2 ok. masa inilah anti dpt rs perasaan org2 yg tempang seumur hidup. jd anti special tau. ;) ana akan malu klw berjalan dgn org yg tempang batinnya bkn zahirnya. ;) "

mar, u bwat i tharu lak. *pasang buku lali alek*

minggu penuh ujian. subhana Allah. lagi seminggu je utk berangkat. =((



@ 12:46 AM
moving on for YOUR sake

I’m still trying to reach U,
tho You seem so far away from me..
Ya RABB,
i know that You’re there,
constantly observing me..
So i’ll keep on persevering
and i shall never give up..
For i know that i have to move on-
in order to achieve the victor’s cup!