someone asked me what my birthday wishes are.

You know all this while Ive been asking, hoping, craving for more in my life.
to be smarter, to be prettier, to be the popular girl in school and all that?

yesterday, surrounded with my closefriends, having dinner, just enjoying each other' company and going home with a parents waiting anxiouly for my return make me realise that maybe, I dont need all that.

If I really think about it,
life's been good to me.

I may not be a genuis, but I think I did well in my school despite those last min rush over homeworks, skipping classes and dozing off during lectures.
I did well for my Olevels.
and I did pretty alright for my Alevels. good enough to enter a University.
If only I cn get rid of this lazy attitude of mine, Im really pretty smart actually. heheh! ;)

I may not be the drop dead gorgeous girl which makes people stop and turn when i walk pass them.
Im plump and short. (agak teragak2 utk type bnd ni)
but I dont have any physical deformities.
I'm healthy and fit as a fiddle.
sometimes, I look good in e clothes i wear.
once in a while I get compliments from people which really makes me smile
and though I really think that 'cute' isnt the word to describe a 20 yr old girl. bwahahah! pasni pgl lain plak k. kk memaen je lh.
I think Im contented with that.

I may not be the most popular girl.
but I have tons of people whom I can call friends
be it bestfriend, closefriends, hi-bye friends and whatsoever.
I still have people whom i can cry and whine when im having a bad day.
I still have people who can give me advices and words whenever i need it.
I am not alone.
I dont need so many friends
I just need a few of those true ones.
and Alhamdulillah, i have them.

I have a mother and father whom I know loves me to death.
my mother might be a very diffcult person to deal with
with all those screaming and naggings
but i love the fact that i can talk abt anything and everything with her
be it school, guys, girlfriends' problems or whatsover.
i really appreciate her for that.
we disagree on a numerous things but i love her all the same. ;)

A family who gives me a real headache with 2 sisters, me being the eldest.
they are very annoying but life's just not the same w/o them.
syg nur syg aisyah.

so you see,
I have a lot to thank God for.
I am always craving for more and forgot to see what I have got.
there are so many people out there who are having it worse from me.
How could i forget to thank god for all He has given me?
How could i forget to appreciate and be contented with all that I have now?

thanks for the wishes people.
;)