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PROFILE Being Me is the greatest challenge to keep on moving when everything messed up to keep on going when my vision turns upside down to keep calm when my anger explodes to keep smiling when all I have is sadness to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while but only this way these lessons had taught Me how to live these challenges that made me stronger inside out these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses is nothing better but THE BEST! “When you leave, remember to look back to see those you’re leaving behind. You never know, but they might be feeling miserable." YOUR SAY SO YESTERDAY October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 I'LL BE WATCHING YOU AimanKU AszafiraKU AtiqaKU AmiraKU AsiahKU FadilaKU FyraKU FarahinKU FazilaKU HadiKU MusuhKU HairulKU HikmaKU JuwairiyahKU MarizzaKU Kak ainKU Kak hannahKU Lembah IlmuKU NabilaKU NurulhudaKU NisyaKU SriKU UttKU ZulianaKU CREDITS edits by: nurfa
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Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 1:24 AM
im not proud of having those negative thoughts and feelings in me. I know i shouldnt be all upset especially about the simplest thing. but how? Im only a human. Sunday, December 27, 2009 @ 3:00 PM
my tutee. hi kak khadijah!!!! farah here!!!! we miss you lots!!! when are we gonna c u again??? PLEASE teach us next year!!!! nk nangis bole? i swear im misiing u girls. study hard k syg. u'll always be in my du'a. muah. Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 3:19 AM
andai hati sepetak tanah, pasti terbentuk rekahan yang banyak. Ya Allah, sekiranya ditakdirkan dia bukan hakku, bawalah dia jatuh dari pandangan hati ini, luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menolak bayangnya jauh ke dada langit, pasrahkanlah daku dengan takdirmu, sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan adalah yang terbaik untukku. Ya Allah, kiranya yang aku tanggung penuh luka ini adalah sesuatu yang sia-sia disismu, lenyapkanlah, padamkanlah. Namun, kiranya rasa kasihku ini adalah dalam redhaMu, mekarkanlah selalu meskipun ku harus bertarung antara bahagia dan derita, aku lemah ... lemah daripada setitis embun, tiada kekuatan menghadap malam yang gelap sepi dan dingin, tiada kekuatan untuk menanti meski ada kesetiaan dihati, semuanya kerana gelap malam yang terlalu pekat! Ya Allah, wajahku yang sebenarnya yang sedang menangis, itulah wajahku yang sebenar kerana itulah yang kau ciptakan, maka dalam selemah dan sehina mana pun diriku ini, tunjukkanlaj jalan yang benar buat ku lalui agar sampai kepadaMu bukan dalam keadaan pilu. Ya Allah, apakah harus ku hadapai hidup ini dengan senyuman sedangkan hatiku yang sebenar adalah dalam tangisan... atau aku perlu zahirkan pada dunia akan wajahku yang sebenar dengan menampakkan tangisan pada wajahku, begitukah Ya Allah ? Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 2:58 PM
dear cousin, pls bring me along next time.     i want this. i want this. i want this. i want this. *ulang sampai tertidur* ahahah! ok2. cousinku, farhana. ko nekstaim naik ajak aku eh. law tk, putus hubungan kekeluargaan kte. ahaha. serious sae, abseilling, flying fox bnd2 yg agak memutuskn nyawa sume sgt menyeronokkn. tu sume aku dh try. skrg nk terbang tinggi2 smpi angkasa lak. pls? @ 1:19 PM
yabedabedo i cant wait for a new semester if only i can start like immediately it'll be nice to start studying again, mugging till the late night and cramming. ahye! nnt dh stat blaja aku yg tk sbaar nk cuti. perangai! will be going back to Um tmrw. lailalailai. ;) Thursday, December 24, 2009 @ 7:01 PM
inexplicable We are lost, you and I, unseen and not seeing, unheard and not hearing, unknown by others. @ 2:08 AM
a reminder to myself. Abdullah ibn Mas’ud said: The Prophet ‘alaihis solatu wassalam said, “Islam began as something strange, and it will revert to being strange as it was in the beginning, so good tidings for the strangers.” Someone asked, “Who are the strangers?” The Prophet said, “The ones who break away from their people (literally, ‘tribes’) for the sake of Islam.” This hadith was narrated by Ibn Majah on the authority of Anas and Abu Hurairah radhaillahu ‘anhuma. So, if others: - Smoke and you don’t - Eat and you fast - Are involved in BGR and u remain single out of fear of HIM and of committing more sins (notice the word ‘more’ coz by remaining single it doen’t mean one is free of sins, just that by involving in BGR, the tendency to commit sins is higher. Faham kan? ) - Gossip and you avoid participating and listening to such worthless and meaningless “conversations” - Speak on the phone with the opposite gender over unnecessary matters and you don’t - Keep up to date with latest songs and movies and you are unaware of them - Wear tight and translucent clothes and you stay true to the proper Muslimah’s way of dressing (i.e. loose, non-shape-revealing clothes, and unscented –no perfumes for Muslimahs outside the house, remember? :)) - Let their gaze land upon anything and you discipline yourself to lower your gaze - Eat almost anything and you refrain yourself from consuming things that are syubhah (unclear of the status) and stick to only things that are halal… If by doing all these makes you “strange”, then let it be . ;) Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 3:55 AM
do you carry magnets in your pocket? You sat in the crowd but I still found your face. I cant take my eyes off of you. and I'm having trouble resisting your gravity when you are near me Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 1:36 PM
miza - Beijing saya ada kawan. nama dia ramiza. sangatlah comel loteh. hari ini nak pergi Beijing hari ini juga baru beli sweater. nasib sekarang dia dah selamat sampai beijing. dan perkara yang paling lucu lagi berapa jam sebelum berangkat, dia sempat singgah rumah saya. untuk menunaikan solat zohor sekaligus jama' taqdim. mujur saja rumah saya dekat dengan airport. kemudian, saya dan ramiza pun berangkat menuju ke aiport, hadi dari semalam dah bermalam dekat aiport sebab kesukaan nak hantar miza. dalam perjalanan ke tanah merah, miza perasan yang handphone nya tertinggal dibilik saya, saat itu saya rasa macam nak pekik kuat2 sampai semua burung lari. comel kn miza? waktu tgl sejam lagi. kami terus marathon lari. saya suruh miza tunggu saya dihujung blok saya manakala saya pon lari bagaikan athlete negara. kami sampai tepat2 pada waktu. ramiza sudah dipanggil oleh pakciknya untuk check in. selepas berapa kucapan cium dan pelukan saya beri pada miza, barulah dia masuk dalam. saya ada nampak airmata ramiza macam hendak menitis. yelah saya faham manalah ada kawan yang sanggup nak berpisah dengan orang baik budi macam saya ni kan. ahah! miza law bc ni comfirm kepala aku kena hentak dengan tembok cina. ok miza. harap kau jangan bawak balik patung lata dan uzza. haram alaiki! saya tidak pulang dari airport terus. saya suruh Hadi tunjuk ajar ipod yang baru abah hadiahkan sebagai hari jadi saya. saya bukan suka alat2 teknologi ni sume! rasa mcm nk waqafkan dkat surau midvalley saje. bkn nya saya tahu gunakn pon. tapi hadi melarang saya buat amal kebajikan. dia pun dengan baik hati masukan lagu dalam ipod. download serba sedikit dan tadaaaaaa... saya dah ada lagu dalam ipod. ;) thank you daddy! nxt year bday ijah jangan abah balikan alat ketuhar lak eh! tu comfirm ijah waqafkan dkat dapur mami.  dlm bilik sitikhadijah. boom boom pow! ahaha. baby miza. semangat kawan! miza yang berat hati nak tinggalkan sitikhadijah. ouch! sapa ketawakan muka aku ni, aku cabut gigi de!! papai zaza! ok za. u take care kat sane. make sure alek kaki jangan kodong. muah.Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 2:14 AM
you meant something to me  Tuesday, December 15, 2009 @ 1:24 AM
dont mind me. I miss having you standing by my side I dont think I can love anyone as much as i love you, love. Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 2:46 AM
time to ponder People worry about kids playing with guns, and teenagers watching violent videos; we are scared that some sort of culture of violence will take them over. Nobodies worries about kids listening to thousands - literally thousands - of songs about broken hearts and rejection and pain and misery and loss. adapted ; www.quote-book.tumblr.com/ Saturday, December 12, 2009 @ 11:30 PM
you're still the best in my eyes.  my mind tells me to give up, but my heart won't let me. Wednesday, December 9, 2009 @ 12:59 AM
of laughters, hugs and smiles. Today’s been a wonderful wonderful day. Filled with lotsa smiles, hugs and laughters. And kisses from Hussaini. hadiah yg plg berharga tao dlm hidup kakak. ;) seronok u bile saini tdo sini. saini tdo sini smpi saini kawin ok? dh melampao lak aku. bdk ni tk payah ada life mcm nie. yay! tmwr im going to meet my comfort zone. my happy pills. muah muah. Monday, December 7, 2009 @ 11:56 PM
20 is a big number, dont you think so? someone asked me what my birthday wishes are. You know all this while Ive been asking, hoping, craving for more in my life. to be smarter, to be prettier, to be the popular girl in school and all that? yesterday, surrounded with my closefriends, having dinner, just enjoying each other' company and going home with a parents waiting anxiouly for my return make me realise that maybe, I dont need all that. If I really think about it, life's been good to me. I may not be a genuis, but I think I did well in my school despite those last min rush over homeworks, skipping classes and dozing off during lectures. I did well for my Olevels. and I did pretty alright for my Alevels. good enough to enter a University. If only I cn get rid of this lazy attitude of mine, Im really pretty smart actually. heheh! ;) I may not be the drop dead gorgeous girl which makes people stop and turn when i walk pass them. Im plump and short. (agak teragak2 utk type bnd ni) but I dont have any physical deformities. I'm healthy and fit as a fiddle. sometimes, I look good in e clothes i wear. once in a while I get compliments from people which really makes me smile and though I really think that 'cute' isnt the word to describe a 20 yr old girl. bwahahah! pasni pgl lain plak k. kk memaen je lh. I think Im contented with that. I may not be the most popular girl. but I have tons of people whom I can call friends be it bestfriend, closefriends, hi-bye friends and whatsoever. I still have people whom i can cry and whine when im having a bad day. I still have people who can give me advices and words whenever i need it. I am not alone. I dont need so many friends I just need a few of those true ones. and Alhamdulillah, i have them. I have a mother and father whom I know loves me to death. my mother might be a very diffcult person to deal with with all those screaming and naggings but i love the fact that i can talk abt anything and everything with her be it school, guys, girlfriends' problems or whatsover. i really appreciate her for that. we disagree on a numerous things but i love her all the same. ;) A family who gives me a real headache with 2 sisters, me being the eldest. they are very annoying but life's just not the same w/o them. syg nur syg aisyah. so you see, I have a lot to thank God for. I am always craving for more and forgot to see what I have got. there are so many people out there who are having it worse from me. How could i forget to thank god for all He has given me? How could i forget to appreciate and be contented with all that I have now? thanks for the wishes people. ;) Sunday, December 6, 2009 @ 8:21 PM
nur yang suke merepek "nur. nur tawu tak klw kte melahirkan 400 urat saraf kte tputus tao" "wahh byk tuh! abe kn kak, klw kte kentot brp byk lak urat kte yg tputus?" waklu! aku kasi kau fakta kau memaen lak eh nur! Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 1:50 AM
tak dapat betul, angan2 pon jadilah kan. Nurathifah.™ says: a ahhhhhhhhh bosan k lulu pn tknk layn aku nk klua? yok! %sitikhadijah% No one said it was gonna be easy says: nk g ne? yg dkat2 je ugh kt tmpt aku dh mlm tao nnt mak aku risao law ku alek lmbt nah - Nurathifah.™ says: a ah tmpt aku pn mlm pekat oi kul 4 dh magreb subuh kul 5 ah kau mlm peh pnjng gi ashir. makan bangboby. ayam bakar de best len kali ko leh ajak napis %sitikhadijah% No one said it was gonna be easy says: boleh. nnt singgah jap dkat pyramid eh. nk jmpe kembar aku Nurathifah.™ says: piramid jauh!!! %sitikhadijah% No one said it was gonna be easy says: eh? Nurathifah.™ says: mlm2 gini firaun tdo %sitikhadijah% No one said it was gonna be easy says: hahahah waklu!! k lh g sungai nill? - Nurathifah.™ says: hahaha sini gi nil. kire leh tahan jauh.. mcm gi skla dr pasir ris %sitikhadijah% No one said it was gonna be easy says: dkatlh tuh - Nurathifah.™ says: sini tkde mrt ye ade pn from town to town klw naik teksi rs dekat klw naik pulic leh tahan leceh aku mls jgk sini ktrng salu hangout neighbourhood kte je mcm around simei je pastu pape. gi east point gtu uh %sitikhadijah% No one said it was gonna be easy says: aku sumpah laapar ko ckp sal ayam bakar Nurathifah.™ says: sedap! heh macaroni goreng sebelah aku %sitikhadijah% No one said it was gonna be easy says: k bye aku siap nw Nurathifah.™ says: hahahaha how i wish u were here like seeeeeeeriously i'm here, not there with you. @ 1:33 AM
i love us.      i had a fun time today with my happy pills. i think i talk a lot today. tk eh? heh. Thursday, December 3, 2009 @ 10:18 PM
miss them much  it was nice to be back with old friends, my comfort zone, the group of people who i can be, lets say 99% my true self? kn bgs klw raya sebulan skali. jd sume dpt bkumpul. leceh kn sume dh jauh. satu dkat mesir, satu malaysia, satu singapore, dan satu lg aceh. haish. rindu boleh? Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 8:20 PM
cutelh we all main dengan jubah  siti ramiza memerhati gaya org profesional bermain bowling. mule2 paisey juga ugh ada org perhati kte main. tp teringt pesan atok, "jgn lokek ilmu"  siti khadijah memberi tunjuk ajak pada ramiza cara2 yg btol bermainbowling. "senang je za. lg byk bola masuk longkang lg byk point ko dpt!" nasihat bowler termasyhur.  fathin naik hantu! ok korg. take note k, lps ni fathin berhenti UIA sbb nk join lion dance.aku nmpk juga bakat tpendam de. talented juga. syabas tin!  hahaha. photo of the day! ;)agak paisey juga masin bowling dgn jubah, bkn ape tkt terpijak kain dgn aku2 terRoll dlm. tp lps fikir dalam, akhirnye kami tekad utk roll sama2 termasuk dlm! markah aku klw nk banding dgn drg tkd lh tinggi mane, aku bkn lemah daya fokus yer. tp waktu main tu tangan mcm sengal2, urat mcm tk berapa btol lh. ahah! alasan lg aku. lgpon ni sume harta dunia, tk gitu miza oy? apelh sgt harta dunia. tkmo dikejarkan. alasan lg utk cover kekalahan. KORG! DJAH NK LG MAIN. KALI NI AKU SMBL MAIN SMBL PGG OBOR CN? BARU LH FEEL. |