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Being Me is the greatest challenge
to keep on moving when everything messed up
to keep on going when my vision turns upside down
to keep calm when my anger explodes
to keep smiling when all I have is sadness
to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while

but only this way
these lessons had taught Me how to live
these challenges that made me stronger inside out
these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses for each fate that you wrote for my Life
is nothing better but THE BEST!

“When you leave, remember to look back to see those you’re leaving behind. You never know, but they might be feeling miserable."


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Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 8:57 PM
my two heartbeats. dap dup dap dup.

Its very hard to divide my time.
it is soo hard to be fair and equal to all.
now i understand why Allah allows men to marry more than one while women can only have one husband.
i cant imagine if i married two men at the same time.
because i just cant be fair - comfirm bahu aku senget dekat akhirat!


it is hard to please everyone. haiz!

To her; i realise that we have drifted apart since we parted our ways two years ago.i felt touched upon reading your msg. You do not have to feel guilty abt the GREAT distance between us. Instead i am the one who should feel that way. You do not need to feel sorry for not being there for me when i was down. instead i am the one who is to be blamed for not sharing with you my sorrow.

i have never forgotten what ever she have done to me although we were only close for a year.
she was always there by my side when everyone was out there to get back at me.
she closed one eye on my past mistakes and trusted me.
she gave me words of encouragement when i lost someone whom i loved.
she is one of the reason i moved on with my life.

she is


NurAmirah

Dear Amirah,

i can still remember that you always scolded me for not taking care my nails. you got so mad with me that you willingly trimmed my nails for me.

"meh sini ana ketip kan!" haha. suara amira terngiang ngiang.

sekarang anti dh jauh takde orang sudi nk ketip kuku ana. ana dh setahun tk ketip kuku psl anti!

and i still recall how you blocked a cat from my way because i just cant stand the sight of cats.

"ANA TKNK JALAN! ADA KUCING!"

"ana dh kepung ni. jalan je djah!"

haha. amira amira. do you know how much i miss you?

Not to be forgotten i miss you too, Nur asiah. you are the only friend who asked me to be polite and courteous towards guy. grrr.haha.

"djah kau kalau kasar2 nanti kena tinggalkan baru tahu!"

Despite being together for only a year, both of you mean a lot to me. My final year in alsagoff was memorable because both of you were there to perservere with me.

i have not forgotten how both of you celeberated my 18th bday by giving me a pleasent surprise at Ramen ten, last year. siap belanja Ramen ten beli cake beli hadiah.

Please do not think i have totally forgotten both of you. because you always have special places in my heart.

I specially posted this entry to show how much i love you.

To my future husband whom i do not know, please migrate with me to europe because i am afraid that i might not treat you fairly. tapi make sure kau jangan membosankan aku. mati keluar buih putih dari mulut aku kalau kau membosankn. hek! (suara mak bawang merah lagi)