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PROFILE Being Me is the greatest challenge to keep on moving when everything messed up to keep on going when my vision turns upside down to keep calm when my anger explodes to keep smiling when all I have is sadness to enjoy the real happiness that came only for a while but only this way these lessons had taught Me how to live these challenges that made me stronger inside out these stories that gave me strength to my weaknesses for each fate that you wrote for my Life is nothing better but THE BEST! “When you leave, remember to look back to see those you’re leaving behind. You never know, but they might be feeling miserable." YOUR SAY SO YESTERDAY October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 I'LL BE WATCHING YOU AimanKU AszafiraKU AtiqaKU AmiraKU AsiahKU FadilaKU FyraKU FarahinKU FazilaKU HadiKU MusuhKU HairulKU HikmaKU JuwairiyahKU MarizzaKU Kak ainKU Kak hannahKU Lembah IlmuKU NabilaKU NurulhudaKU NisyaKU SriKU UttKU ZulianaKU CREDITS edits by: nurfa
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Saturday, September 27, 2008 @ 8:57 PM
my two heartbeats. dap dup dap dup. Its very hard to divide my time. it is soo hard to be fair and equal to all. now i understand why Allah allows men to marry more than one while women can only have one husband. i cant imagine if i married two men at the same time. because i just cant be fair - comfirm bahu aku senget dekat akhirat! it is hard to please everyone. haiz! To her; i realise that we have drifted apart since we parted our ways two years ago.i felt touched upon reading your msg. You do not have to feel guilty abt the GREAT distance between us. Instead i am the one who should feel that way. You do not need to feel sorry for not being there for me when i was down. instead i am the one who is to be blamed for not sharing with you my sorrow. i have never forgotten what ever she have done to me although we were only close for a year. she was always there by my side when everyone was out there to get back at me. she closed one eye on my past mistakes and trusted me. she gave me words of encouragement when i lost someone whom i loved. she is one of the reason i moved on with my life. she is
Dear Amirah, i can still remember that you always scolded me for not taking care my nails. you got so mad with me that you willingly trimmed my nails for me. "meh sini ana ketip kan!" haha. suara amira terngiang ngiang. sekarang anti dh jauh takde orang sudi nk ketip kuku ana. ana dh setahun tk ketip kuku psl anti! and i still recall how you blocked a cat from my way because i just cant stand the sight of cats. "ANA TKNK JALAN! ADA KUCING!" "ana dh kepung ni. jalan je djah!" haha. amira amira. do you know how much i miss you? Not to be forgotten i miss you too, Nur asiah. you are the only friend who asked me to be polite and courteous towards guy. grrr.haha. "djah kau kalau kasar2 nanti kena tinggalkan baru tahu!" Despite being together for only a year, both of you mean a lot to me. My final year in alsagoff was memorable because both of you were there to perservere with me. i have not forgotten how both of you celeberated my 18th bday by giving me a pleasent surprise at Ramen ten, last year. siap belanja Ramen ten beli cake beli hadiah. Please do not think i have totally forgotten both of you. because you always have special places in my heart.I specially posted this entry to show how much i love you. To my future husband whom i do not know, please migrate with me to europe because i am afraid that i might not treat you fairly. tapi make sure kau jangan membosankan aku. mati keluar buih putih dari mulut aku kalau kau membosankn. hek! (suara mak bawang merah lagi) |